The Journals: Part I: Letters to Nobody Read online

  All my life I've had people telling me I do shit wrong, yet in my eyes I see them being way more fucked up than myself. So how can I take advice from them or even follow in their footsteps?

  Dear, Friend,

  Today I was hanging out with some of my associates that don't judge at the strip club when I looked up and saw the girl I told you about a several weeks back. You know the one that gave me her number hung out with me to only tell me days later that she's getting married. Well she came over to my table talking to me as if her shit didn't stink and as if nothing she had done or told me was fucked up. I played alone for a while and tipped her when it was her turn on stage. Just as I thought before she's full of shit and must enjoy teasing me; however, that little tight body and fat pussy on her gets me rock hard. After she grinded my face in her pussy when she was on stage I knew I had to leave before I spend more money on her or even try and go there again with her. I shoved a dollar under her lace after running my hand over her warm pussy. Damn, she got a pretty little mouth on her, but I know she's crazy and/or confused. Now I'm confused again but luckily I deleted her number so I can't text her and set myself for failure again. Apart of me want to play her game just to see how far she or myself will go, but then there is the part of me that don’t want anything to do with her and whatever issues she have.

  I’ve got to admit after dealing with all these crazy girls lately I realize just how much of my life I've been wasting chasing a sea of pointless pussy and living in this not so fair city. With every passing day in this city I feel my IBS kicking in while racking up more one way frequent flyer miles to hell. Every day I realize that I don't belong here and feel that my days are numbered.

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